Monday, August 25, 2008

And so i crave...

So there I was in the middle of all the chaos and majestic brutality of it all. An unreal realm of happiness where everything seems within reach but it’s still so far away. Out of the darkness there, she appeared. Majestic as always, engulfed with nothing but grace and always so willing to give. I had dreamed of the day when she and I would be in the same realm. In dreams however I had control, she was in my element and I controlled her actions with my desire for her touch. In reality when I saw her, I was helpless and without control of anything around me but myself. She was so close but yet so far away and all I wanted was one second to feel her skin, even if I went unnoticed I still just wanted to feel her once. That would be all it would take for me to be content. I know she is not within my grasp and by the powers above I damn this world and its unfairness. But yet I wonder what if all this was different and I was a close friend of hers? What if she was reachable and when I tried to offer my love to her, she rejected me and with that dissolved our friendship? Would I be happier then?

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